Time is passing very fast, today is another monday, my mummy left me already one week. Mummy how are you? How about your life in another world? Although you are already not in this world, but i can sure that your soul is always beside on me, i can feel that you are around on me. Don't worry about me, i am fine here.

FEEL BETTER

Wow... today feel batter than yesterday, but i still cry 2 time. HAHA... I don't know why when i having my dinner and lunch, i will miss my mummy's cook, and when i hear the love's song also will cry, maybe i too miss my mummy, don't worry that is normal. I will be strong and brave, because have many many friends support me. Thank you very very much my friends. This already become the truth, nobody can change it and make my mummy alive. The only thing can change is, i change myself, all the thing i promise my mummy before, i want to make it true. Tomorrow is feast for the seventh day after death, so i decide go back home town. Now i worry the most is my younger brother and my grandmother. My brother are still young and this year only 16 years old, and my grandmother already 80+. I can control myself be strong, but i don't know they can or not, especially my grandmother. She and my mummy stay together the time is longer than me, i can sure that their feeling must deeper than me, hope she can be strong and brave also.

Here I want to say sorry to my friends, actually we have a trip go Sabah this month, i thought i cannot go with you all. Sorry... Sorry for leave you aeroplane. This is because i want to stay at home take care of my family. Enjoy enjoy friends.

*Friends take care and have a nice trip...

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Thank you Ms Yogurt...

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再见。。。

《念母诗》

溪水连绵万年流，

流入东海无尽头。

两眶泪水往下流，

念母之情在心头。

秋去春来百花开，

红橙黄绿在其中。

风雨在大有母在，

温暖幸福在怀中。

干叶随风落满地，

鸟儿高空自在飞。

万箭穿心痛无比，

丧母之痛此万培。

风吹白云轻轻飘，

雨过必定遇天晴。

今生不能尽孝道，

内世再续母子情。

终于把这首诗完成了，把自己的感觉，心情，统统都写下来了。

首先，我先要谢谢一班不断支持我的朋友，谢谢你们不断的鼓励我，支持我，安慰我。毕竟我失去了我最亲的人，心情难免会很低落。我和我妈的感情是非一般子母情，在我们之间已经建立了一种无法形容的爱，我们可以说是没有秘密，没有话题是谈不来的。

每一次当我回家的时候我都会和她一起去逛街，吃东西，谈心。。。此外，她也是唯一一个最懂我心情的人。每一次当我不开心的时候，遇到了麻烦，有心事的时候，我不用开口她就会来安慰我；当我开心的时候，学到新的东西，她也是唯一一个与我分享的人，现在有谁可以分享我的快乐和伤心？我在吉隆坡读书已经两年多了，每一次拨电给她都可以谈上几个小时，有时还像情人那样打情骂俏。我有两年的中秋节，端午节，冬之没和她一起过了，没想到我以后也再也没有机会和你一起吃月饼，吃种子，吃汤圆。为你许下的若言，我们的约定，我再也无法为你实现了，请原谅我所开的空头支票。在你生病的时候，我不能在你身边照顾你，在你进院了，我也不能够留在你身边给你支持，到你走了，我只能看你最后的一眼，原谅我不孝。你对我的养育之恩，我十辈子也还不完，今生未能做好儿子的本分，未能好好的报答你，希望下辈子有机会继续我们的约定。

其实有句话常在心里很久了，我想跟你说：“妈，我爱你”。你是这个世界上最好，最伟大，最漂亮的母亲，在我心中你永远是第一。

复杂的心情

秋去春来百花开，

红橙黄绿在其中。

风雨在大有母在，

温暖幸福在怀中。

溪水连绵万年流，

流进东海无尽头。

两眶泪水往下流，

念母之情在心头。

* 现在的心情很复杂，一边要面对考试，另一边却。。。

*写了这么烂的一首诗，也做不了什么。

对不起。。。

对不起。。。

你发生了以外，我却不能够陪在你身边。

对不起。。。

你住院了，我又不能陪在你身边。

我哭了。。。

讨厌自己什么也做不到。

对不起。。。

请原谅我的不孝。

对不起。。。对不起。。。